I would like to think that I have learned my lesson in previous semesters.  I always say to myself at the beginning of each semester, "I will stay current with my work or get ahead so that I don't have to worry about stress or catching up at the end."  Do I ever do it?  No!  Life gets in the way and I lose track of time, then I realize that the end is looming and I have to hurry to get everything done.  I guess life it full of lessons and eventually I will have learned this one, but I haven't yet!
I have really appreciated this journey of going back to school and receiving my BA.   There are many good things that have and will come of it.  First and foremost is that I will have my Bachelors.  Second, I feel like I am a better person because of it.  I have met may people, professors and students, who I have come to love and appreciate for their individuality and differences.  Third, I am setting an example for my children, and my nieces and nephews.  I am showing them that college is important and that you can receive your degree at any time in your life.  (I do advise when one is younger, without a family that relies on them, but it does not matter when they choose to go).  And finally I will have a job that I love and will feel like I am making a difference.
My mother went back to college when her company downsized and she was in her 40's.  I know that it was a struggle for her, but she grasped the opportunity with both hands because she knew it would be the best thing for her.  I have talked to her many times about this experience and she did say that it was very hard for everyone involved.  My dad was not to excited about it, and I know that it was hard on my younger siblings who were still living at home.  However now that she has been finished for some time, she says that it was the best thing that she ever did in her life.  She has a job that she really enjoys, she learned so much about herself throughout the process, and my father came to realized that it was the best thing for them also.  I have learned from her and have leaned on her from time to time as I struggle through my process.  She is my rock and my champion as I work, stress and struggle my way through school.
I am thankful for my family who has supported me through this.  They have dealt with my crazy mood swings due to stress and anxiety, and have been patient if not understanding.  I know that they are just as ready as I am to be finished.  I look forward to spending time with them without having an assignment hanging over my head.  I am excited to not have to think about another semester looming once this is all done.  I thank them for all that they do and love and appreciate them even more.  I owe so much to them, along with everyone else who has helped my on my way.